INFORMATION

I need help. I'll explain the basics of what's going on and I'd really apperciate ANY information ANY of you might have if you bother reading the following:
Two towns ago (I move a lot), I began having dreams and glimpses of a giant black wolf, his fur looking as if it were matted with blood or mud or something of the sort if he was angry or in distress. Whenever I would notice he was there, whether in reality or in my dreams, the name "Adare" would continously run through my head. (I later did research on the name. I could only come up with the translation of it being Gaelic for "oak grove".) At first, I was terrified of him. After the third or fourth time that I saw him (he's... very intimidating), however, I began to feel a very, very strong connection with him. Would this make him my spirit guide? The connection doesn't feel as if he would be. Eventually, my friends CLAIM they began having dreams of him, who were also terrified of him. It seemed as if he was threatening them or something. I don't know. Have any of you experienced anything similar? Even if it may not be a giant black wolf named Adare? Or do you know any towns or places with the name "Adare", "Adare" being in the name, or "Oak Grove"? There is a cemetery and town somewhere here in Missouri named "Oak Grove". I plan on taking a trip there sometime or another.
Also, last night, I had a dream of him, only his prescence in my dream kept fading in and out, like he was far away. I kept hearing him say, "I'm coming. I'll be there. Wait. I promise." I caught a few glimpses of him as I felt his presence getting stronger every now and then, only he appeared to me as a human. He seemed young, somewhat, but maybe a few years older than me, maybe 19 or 20. It was hard to make out his appearance, although I noticed his hair was black and (MAYBE) put up in a ponytail, a loose ponytail. His clothes I couldn't really make out. They look different than most to me, but again, it was hard to make out his appearance. It was only quick glimpses, and almost useless information was visible to me. I don't know. Maybe I'm going crazy, but I'd like any possible information or clues to what the hell if going on. I'd love ANY information that might help, even if it may seem useless. PLEASE AND THANK YOU!!! <333!!!
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OPINION

How would you guys react to a story of a high school student, Junior year, who goes through so much horrble crap that almost seems unrealistic, even though you know it COULD possibly happen and that the story is in fact, not really based off any true stories that I know of, and then all of a sudden, a shining ray of light appears out of nowhere and the dark abyss of hell doesn't really seem so bad anymore? The main character is a girl. Who's gonna be sexy.
Yeah.
Give me opinions? Criticism (or whatever. I guess I expect that when I get some chapters posted)?


RANT

The Boondock Saints was directed by band member Troy Duffy from, in fact, The Boondock Saints. The movie was apparently made simply to give advertisement to his band. Just for fame. Not for enjoyment. However, they made it nowhere, but the movie made an AMAZING hit, which both my mother and I have officially considered ourselves "fanatic freaks". If you haven't seen the movie, you REALLY should. Two Irish guys. Killing everyone. It's just. Omg.
SO. On October 30th, The Boondock Saints 2: All Saint's Day came out... But only in TWO MOVIE THEATRES. One in New York, I bleieve, and another in New Jersey. SHITTY. WTF. WTF. WTF. WTF. WTF. So seriously. Gotta be the worst possible thing in movie history. Ugh.